name:demee

today was one of the slowest days of my life. Lying in bed, phone out. Radio in my left ear, 1:41am. Watched "A Walk To Remember. Got me kind of thinking. It did, because i am thinking now.Well, i cant to live my life differently from now on. Nothing too drastic, but i want to praise myself more instead ofalways bing so critical.I know that i'll only stick to this a minimum of a day or two. But i want to at least do the whole "Do something new everyday" or "Compliment yourself every morning". Small right? I want to have a positive start to my days, doesnt matter if i get all shitty later on. ACDC's Thunderstruck is on. Goodnight. 1:48am.

wrote that last night. fuck it now. i feel like shit. schools back tomorrow, so that doesnt fucking help. i feel so arghh now. dont want to see my 'friends' tomorrow. i hope it goes well. homework didnt go well either. forgot it at school, 2 weeks ago. and yeah, havent done anything. but fuck it right? yes.

listening to MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE- SHUT ME UP

i hate today.